Luneta

Okay okay so pumunta kaming luneta para magshoot sa activity sa rizal. Bale usapan namin 5:30 magkita kita sa plaza, dumating ako dun 5:35 na ata? Haha. Tapos si emel palang andun edi ayun chika chika muna kami tas again and again tinanong nanaman niya kung borfriend ko daw ba si ano, lagi nalang kaumay. Haha. Tas may alam din siya about dun sa chuchu nagulat ako kung pano niya nalaman. Then ayun dumating si ate steph, then razel tas sergio then punta na kami luneta. Medyo nangangain po ng tanga yung maynila sorry na gang qc lang talaga kaalaman namin haha. Haha. Nakarating naman kami ng maayos sa luneta, shinoot na namin yung para sa rizal then ayun picture picture. All in all ang saya kaso sobrang nakakapagod talaga yung biyahe.

I’m used to it. Being ignored. Being used by people. Being misunderstood. Being hurt. Being the one who should always beg for people to stay. Being forgotten. Being lied by people I care the most. Being left alone. I’m so used to it that I can even hide these pain behind a smile.

And just because I’m used to it, that doesn’t mean that I’m also used to the pain it brings. It fucking hurts, even more.
Find someone who can teach you how to dream again. Someone who can clear your obscured eyes, support you with your dreams and goals in life, uplift your spirit when you feel weak, hold your hand when you think that no one loves you and be your strength for you to overcome your water-loo. Someone who can visualize what will be the next years of his/her life with you and grow old with you.
Find someone who can teach you how to fall in love again. Someone who can reinvigorate the butterflies on your stomach and make them glide again. Someone who can fill your gray-scaled world with colors and make you appreciate every little things in life. Someone who can accept your flaws, childish acts and baby-talks. Someone who can pacify you until you become okay. Someone who can make you happy and contented. Someone who can give you a smile that you will wear for a lifetime. Someone who can comply his/her promises to you. Someone who can make your life more meaningful, mornings even brighter and nights even better. And someone who can love you unconditionally and can submit his/her life to you.
Find someone who can be with you and never let go of your hand. Someone who can fight for you until the end, be with you through thick and thin, good and bad times. Someone who can be your light in your darkest night. Someone who can lean his/her shoulders for you to cry on. Someone who can hug you tight when you're afraid and be the source of your happiness. Someone who can protect you, care for you and do everything for you. Someone who can make you feel that you're the most significant being in his/her world.
Find someone who you can consider a best friend and a lover. Someone who can keep your deep dark secrets, ride on your weirdest trips and join you on your endless picture takings. Someone who you can talk and be with whenever you wanted to. Someone who you can share your favorite food with while watching your favorite movie. Someone who can stay with you until midnight talking about random things in life. Someone who can make your heart beat faster with those heart-melting stares and smiles. Someone who can make you feel younger and stop you from counting your years. Someone who can make you blush every time and make you feel important. Someone who can text and call you to remind you to eat. Someone who can text long sweet messages, serenade you every night until you fall asleep and wake you up with a phone call.
And most importantly, find someone who you can see yourself living and sharing the rest of your days, someone who you can forgive every time, someone who can have an intimate relationship with Jesus Christ and make Him the center of your relationship.

Find someone who can teach you how to dream again. Someone who can clear your obscured eyes, support you with your dreams and goals in life, uplift your spirit when you feel weak, hold your hand when you think that no one loves you and be your strength for you to overcome your water-loo. Someone who can visualize what will be the next years of his/her life with you and grow old with you.

Find someone who can teach you how to fall in love again. Someone who can reinvigorate the butterflies on your stomach and make them glide again. Someone who can fill your gray-scaled world with colors and make you appreciate every little things in life. Someone who can accept your flaws, childish acts and baby-talks. Someone who can pacify you until you become okay. Someone who can make you happy and contented. Someone who can give you a smile that you will wear for a lifetime. Someone who can comply his/her promises to you. Someone who can make your life more meaningful, mornings even brighter and nights even better. And someone who can love you unconditionally and can submit his/her life to you.

Find someone who can be with you and never let go of your hand. Someone who can fight for you until the end, be with you through thick and thin, good and bad times. Someone who can be your light in your darkest night. Someone who can lean his/her shoulders for you to cry on. Someone who can hug you tight when you're afraid and be the source of your happiness. Someone who can protect you, care for you and do everything for you. Someone who can make you feel that you're the most significant being in his/her world.

Find someone who you can consider a best friend and a lover. Someone who can keep your deep dark secrets, ride on your weirdest trips and join you on your endless picture takings. Someone who you can talk and be with whenever you wanted to. Someone who you can share your favorite food with while watching your favorite movie. Someone who can stay with you until midnight talking about random things in life. Someone who can make your heart beat faster with those heart-melting stares and smiles. Someone who can make you feel younger and stop you from counting your years. Someone who can make you blush every time and make you feel important. Someone who can text and call you to remind you to eat. Someone who can text long sweet messages, serenade you every night until you fall asleep and wake you up with a phone call.

And most importantly, find someone who you can see yourself living and sharing the rest of your days, someone who you can forgive every time, someone who can have an intimate relationship with Jesus Christ and make Him the center of your relationship.

Gusto ko magpalit ng url magtatago ako whut haha. Deh feeling ko kasi ang dami ng nakakaalam ng tumblr ko, ang hirap na tuloy magemohearts whut. Pero bat ganto yung tumblr ang sama sakin haha, napalitan ko na url tapos nung pinindot ko na para makita yung page ko ayaw nay bakit huhu. Ayan tuloy binalik ko nalang sa dati huhu.

she’s fine without you
you don’t need me now
now, we can go
go for the better
better lives
lives apart
apart from each other

THINGS I LIKE

  • when people use my name in conversation
  • when people say “this reminded me of you!”
  • when people remember little things i say/do
  • when people genuinely thank me for things i’ve done for them
  • when i think of the same thing at the same time as someone else and you give each other the look
Goodmorning. What’s with my face hahahaha umagang umaga selfie agad eh no kala mo kinaganda. So walang pasok ngayon, actually hanggang friday kaming walang pasok, kasi tths lang pasok ko eh sakto natapat yung dalawang holiday sa tuesday qc day ata then sa thursday I dunno pero may holiday kay ninoy ata? Not sure. Ayun di ko talaga alam kung pano ko makakasurvive hanggang friday, wala din akong pera hiniram nila I kenat. Tapos wala din akong load wala din naman ako gaanong makakatext eh. Siguro sspend ko nalang yung whole week ko reading books.

Goodmorning. What’s with my face hahahaha umagang umaga selfie agad eh no kala mo kinaganda. So walang pasok ngayon, actually hanggang friday kaming walang pasok, kasi tths lang pasok ko eh sakto natapat yung dalawang holiday sa tuesday qc day ata then sa thursday I dunno pero may holiday kay ninoy ata? Not sure. Ayun di ko talaga alam kung pano ko makakasurvive hanggang friday, wala din akong pera hiniram nila I kenat. Tapos wala din akong load wala din naman ako gaanong makakatext eh. Siguro sspend ko nalang yung whole week ko reading books.